So I got distracted...

I've really been bad about keeping this up, so I'm going to try and give this another shot.
A LOT has happened since I last wrote.

In between making new friends and losing them, to losing my job, its been a very complicated and difficult start to 2011. I let Gretchen know that she was free to remarry and the Elders hunted me down to disfellowship me. Whatever.

I find myself back into my usual slump where I don't have the motivation to do anything. I want to get out and improve myself, but money seems to slow things down.
I'm doing well on my own. I'm starting to learn how to put my previous life to the side and not dwell on those things.

Its amazing how much my previous religion polluted my way of thinking. I like how I see things much more differently and how silly it was for me to pursue "spiritual things".

I've started to reforge my relationship with my father and we have a lot of catching up to do.
He's getting married next February in New Zealand and he's asked me to be in his wedding as a Groomsman. I don't feel like I deserve it, but I'd be happy to try and make it up to him.

The kids are growing up. My girls are just so pretty and even on the worst days, seeing Amelia and Elise smile at me when I walk in the door really brightens it up.
But there's the possibility of me getting a job soon and maybe I'll move out of Sanford and on to better things...

We'll see.