Friday, November 2, 2012

Yes, this is about you.

You are probably wondering if I think of you. The answer is yes. Yes, it's a Friday afternoon and I'm wondering what you're up to and how you're doing.

But the truth is, you also drive me up a wall sometimes.

Why did you have to hold me at a distance all the time? Why did you always have to question the one good thing I could offer you? I hated that. It made me feel so unimportant and worthless sometimes.
I'm gonna go to Maine with or without you. I'm strong enough either way...but here I am, sitting angry wondering why this whole thing had to be ruined when there was no reason for it to.

I got tired and I didn't want to be the only one keeping it together.
At the end, you made one final attempt to patch it up, but at that time, I had lost faith in us and I felt it was too late.

But here you are in my head and it's pissing me off. I think I need to go out tonight and get a drink.

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