Another weekend coming to a close and I'm feeling a bit lost. I don't know why this door is left open, but it makes me hurt and I'm getting weary over it.
Maybe I need to cut her out completely, but she has this way of blindsiding me on random days and it just ruins my mood.
I wish I was a bit stronger, but I'm tired of being strong. I'm tired of resisting the ghosts that live in my life.
I just want to be loved and happy and something deep in my being aches for it to be her, but it kills me in the process.
I have a girl that I'm seeing, Danielle.
She's really great. She's kind, mature, gentle and a dreamer. She's young and beautiful too.
Why do I still secretly crave Holly?
I'm better than this, but I don't know why I can't seem to move on.
I'm tired.
I'm just gonna go to Denver for awhile and clear my head.
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