I'm really hoping this is just a slump in my life. Maybe I'm processing old emotions and feelings that I've long suppressed just to survive, but I've crashed hard and I know that I have this tendency to hurt those who get involved with me during this time.
I hate hurting people. It's not in my nature, but right now, it seems to be a byproduct of everything I do to find peace for myself.
I feel like I need someone to hold me and help me through the storm, but I've pushed you away during this process.
I hate myself for that. I really do.
I just wanted to write this down and let you know that you didn't deserve that. I didn't mean to, but I did it anyways.
Far Behind
Now maybe
I did not mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And now maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And so maybe
Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble
As you falter to the ground
And then someday
Your friends they stand beside as you were flyin'
Oh you were flyin' oh so high
I did not mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And now maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And so maybe
Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble
As you falter to the ground
And then someday
Your friends they stand beside as you were flyin'
Oh you were flyin' oh so high
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