I think I've come to learn that I'm a person with a lot of fear inside of me. Its funny, I find I'm afraid of myself.
I fear my real feelings and it makes it very difficult to express myself to everyone. It has become very obvious and has made itself manifest in my professional interviews, which is crazy.
I need to figure out how to live my life the way that I want to. It feels like I have the answers inside of me, but I won't let them out. How did I become this way?
If it took 10 years to become this way, will it take equally long to undo it? I hope not.
This was way deeper than intended, but that's what is on my mind.
I miss the kiddos like crazy.
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