As you may have read in my last blog, I had a huge decision to make. Due to financial reasons and also personal reasons, I reluctantly came to the decision that I needed to move to Denver.
What a long drive.
So here I am in a brand new place, only knowing my Dad and starting to reforge a new life.
I'm doing better than I ever thought I would, but I miss my kids dearly. I knew it was a price that I would pay, but it still isn't easy for me.
I wonder how they are coping with me not being there every day. I want them to know me as a Dad, but not like this. I need stability first. A stability that was hard to find when I was in Maine.
I've made some new friends and they seem to be people of character, which I respect.
There's lots to do and plenty of job opportunities, so I hope something presents itself soon. But I'm saving a buttload of money and I'll be forever grateful to my dad for bailing me out in this crappy time of my life.
Everything in my life has changed once again and I'm trying hard to find that balance where I can be happy, but still be with my kids. I hope I can have both.
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