Whomever you are, I love you.

This past month has been rather horrible. I find my mind being clouded with the burdens of life and sometimes I feel so stuck in where I am.

While I don't want to put my happiness in the hands of another, I don't think I want to be alone. But I can't be with just anyone. I need you.
I need that person that makes me fall head over heels for. I need that person that makes me do stupid things in order to get her attention. I want to be in love.

I was watching Titanic the other night. Honestly, I was more captivated in that than the Superbowl. Bad, right?
As I was watching the relationship dynamic between Kate Winslet's and Leonardo DiCaprio's characters, I realized that I feel like Rose.
 I am in a spot in my life where I want to scream. I am uncomfortable and antsy. I want that person to come along that so moves me, that I can't help but act a bit crazy and obsessive. I need that. I need to find that passion for another. I wish to have a connection that I know will make me feel like I've come home.

I want to find you. The one that brings harmony to my life.