Sorry Sara, it was a mistake...

I've made another mistake in life that I need to learn from: I kinda suck at relationships.

Maybe it's the timing of the whole thing and that I'm simply not emotionally ready to commit to a woman, but I ended things with Sara last night.
I'm having a hard time staying interested in women these days. Between Helen, Stephanie, Emily, Kate and Sara, who are all perfectly lovely women...I just can't keep myself interested enough to allow a connection to last. I really hate it since it leaves them confused and hurt when I stop pursuing them.

While I know I'm naturally hard on myself, it was tough ending things with Sara. She's a nice girl, but I spent almost two entire weekends not talking with her and I was perfectly okay with it. That's when I knew that I just didn't care enough, which made me realize I had to end it before really anything began.
With these events, I think that maybe deep down I don't want to be in a relationship right now. I seem happy to do what I want and not be accountable to anyone else's feelings or needs.

I just don't want that burden right now.

To all you girls: I'm truly and deeply sorry for being such an ass. I can't seem to help it.