I think I really want this one.

I had my date with Aimee the other night. It was a pleasant time, but in the end without saying it, we both knew it wasn't right and we politely said our goodnights.

I'm still talking with Holly and I really hope this turns into something more. I don't know exactly how things would work, but I'm trying not to sweat the details. I think about her a lot though and it frustrates me that I haven't met someone like her close by.

We've agreed that the next time I go up to see the kids, that we would go out and see if there's further chemistry. I want her in a bad way and its messing with my head.

I remember one time having a conversation with Gretchen about how I'm not a jealous person, but I take that back. I am. When I am emotionally invested in someone, I don't like the idea of them sleeping with ANYONE else, even though we are not committed. I'm still trying to get used to those politics.

This is a good example of why I would be bad at a casual relationship...