Yay! I found my life along side the road...

I believe that I've come out of the year and a half rut that I've been in. I've acquired work that pays the bills, been in my new apartment for two days and the weather is great!

Life is getting good again.

I can't help but look back at the past two years and realize how amazing it was that I've been able to keep it together. When I was still living in Maine I was broke financially, had no friends to encourage me and no family to turn to. While an impossible decision, coming to Colorado was definitely a blessing in disguise. I've had the chance to sort my thoughts and feelings over my previous life and been able to rebuild my new life with people who support me.

I miss my children terribly, but I hope they realize that this decision will definitely pave the way to a better relationship and a better life for them. My job is going really well and I forsee being in a management position in a couple years that will allow me to start saving for my babies. I really love you guys and I hope you understand that the decision to move here was tough, but that I think of you and your futures all the time and I only want the best for you, as any good dad would.

But this is the beginning to my new, self-sustaining life. I hope I have a run of good luck...